8.18.2002

The more i think about you, the more i realize you. The more i understand God. See i know that i'm all messed up in what i feel right now but after thinking about it i realized that i asked God for you. I didn't ask for you right now. I just asked Him to show me you right now, so that'd i know that love can exist after being hurt so bad in the past.... that l know that if i stay true to His plan that He'd take care of me. It's hope. So the time isn't right and i accept God's plans, he's the one that takes care of the sparrows and clothes the lillies, i shoulda known but i needed more proof.. and he sent you. I'm not so scared and i'm not so sad and i'm not feeling anything but God's love right now. I want to thank you because you don't have to protect my heart, your the one that was put here to rebuild it, you've taught me how to trust again and love again. I want to promise you that i will always be a friend to you, and our relationship... from the start we agreed if it's just friends or if it's more, it's gonna be built on the foundation of God.... i will always be there for you, i will be honest with you and i will always put your interests ahead of mine. Whatever happens i put into God's hands ... cuz i realize what's happened so far is because His hand has guided it. (1 Corinthians 13:4-8)

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