"to all those lost souls who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love"

Suicide and Salvation

I'm sorry if this is a subject that maybe affecting you right now.. it's affecting me and i want to discuss it...

I look at suicide as a selfish thing to do. I don't understand why people do it. I know that a lot of people do get these feelings ... maybe because i don't, i don't get it. The last few weeks i've been thinking about it because of things that have gone on recently (not to myself directly - but to some people close to me).. has brought up memories of what happened last year to my Goddaughters uncle.

If your saved and you choose to take your life... where do you go? Do you still have your salvation? or did you give it up?

See I don't have the right answer.. i don't even know if there is a right answer to this question. I see our lives in general as a gift from God. So if we take our lives which doesn't even belong to us anymore.. since it's something that God's given us. Don't we reject this gift? in ther process don't we reject God? and if we reject God well that's not cool right? and then u get into questions like..well your killing.. even though it's yourself... Thou shalt not Kill... it's not Thou shalt not Kill... other people.. it's Thou shalt not Kill. hmmmmmm.. what u think?

Another thing that scares me is that.. how come we don't recognize the hurt people be going through.. what if that's someone i know?? I saw Koonin three weeks before he took his life and he seemed happy and cool.. And it scares me,what about my close friends? as Christians... what about our brothers and sisters. I've lost too many people at 22 (23 soon) ... i don't know if it can be prevented.. i'm sure there is away, especially in the Christian community, because i think it is something that God doesn't agree with .. i think as brothers and sisters in Christ there must be something we can do. some way to recognize that it might happen.. because within the last year it's happened twice now.

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posted by SilQ @ 1:45 AM