8.27.2002

"Learning to Breathe"

Hello, good morning, how you do?
What makes the rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new.

So this is the way, that I say, I need you.
This is the way, this is the way,
That I'm...

Chorus:
Learning to breathe, I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall.
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies.

Hello, good morning. How you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in.
I never, never thought that
I would fall like that,
Never knew that I could hurt this bad.
I'm...

(Chorus) x2

...These abundant skies
Yeah...
Abundant skies
Yeah...

This is the way, that I say, I need you.
This is the way, that I say, I love you.
This is the way, that I say, I'm yours.
This is the way, this is the way.
That I'm...

Learning to breathe
Learning-to-breathe
Oh with you
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
Yes I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
These abundant skies
Yeah...

8.18.2002

The more i think about you, the more i realize you. The more i understand God. See i know that i'm all messed up in what i feel right now but after thinking about it i realized that i asked God for you. I didn't ask for you right now. I just asked Him to show me you right now, so that'd i know that love can exist after being hurt so bad in the past.... that l know that if i stay true to His plan that He'd take care of me. It's hope. So the time isn't right and i accept God's plans, he's the one that takes care of the sparrows and clothes the lillies, i shoulda known but i needed more proof.. and he sent you. I'm not so scared and i'm not so sad and i'm not feeling anything but God's love right now. I want to thank you because you don't have to protect my heart, your the one that was put here to rebuild it, you've taught me how to trust again and love again. I want to promise you that i will always be a friend to you, and our relationship... from the start we agreed if it's just friends or if it's more, it's gonna be built on the foundation of God.... i will always be there for you, i will be honest with you and i will always put your interests ahead of mine. Whatever happens i put into God's hands ... cuz i realize what's happened so far is because His hand has guided it. (1 Corinthians 13:4-8)

"Somewhere In Between"

I can't be losing sleep over this, no, I can't
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

(prechorus 1)
Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this un-sturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head
But underneath my feet
Cause by tomorrow morning
I'll have this thing beat
Everything will be back
To the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

(prechorus 2)
Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between

(chrous)
What is real and just a dream (la da da...)
What is real and just a dream (la da da...)
What is real and just a dream (la da da...)

Would you catch me if I fall
Out of what I fell in
Don't be surprised if I collapse
Down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this un-sturdy
This cannot be happening

Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between

(chorus)
(Jason Wade - Lifehouse)