"to all those lost souls who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love"

LOL.  k... um.. thanks Cal for the comment and Geoff too.. sorry for the delete.   I'll clarify the post.  I guess i just pretty much know that i won't be in Ottawa in September.  I have two opportunities already open, one in Singapore (which i have mentioned to some people) and a more recent one in Australia.  It's still up to God to open or close those doors and to still my heart.  As for leaving Ottawa, i dunno, i just think it's time.  There's a lot of loose ends and things being tied up here.  Doors being closed here and others opening elsewhere.  Some people have said to me that they do believe i'll be gone in September (sounds kinda like a Wyclef song.. "Gone till September" though lol).  The part about being hurt in how you serve..  yesterdays post was something sitting in my draft box of my gmail account for awhile.  It stemmed from a conversation i had with Pastor Dave and Pastor James, seperately... it was a thought i had about disappointment and hurt in serving.  A reminder to myself i guess that despite all that happens, what's the reason i continue to serve.  Jesus.  So i take a look at His life.  Hebrews 12 is one of my favourite chapters, because of how it tells you to keep perservering, too remember those who 'blazed the trail before you'. 
As that song goes.. by Bran Van 3000... "I get knocked down, I get up again.. your never gonna keep me down".  (oh how annoying that song is... now it's stuck in my head). **EDIT** the song is not by Bran Van 3000 (i was thinking of Drinking in LA, lol they came out around the same time though.. Danny pointed out.. it's called "TUBTHUMPING" by Chumbawumba, thanks Tank!)

More to post later today. 

posted by SilQ @ 1:22 PM