6.11.2006

"All i had was just a vision, all i had was my ambition, your love without condition kept me swinging when i'm missing.." Bullet - Mat Kearney

It's been. A trying month to say the least.  I dunno what to say really.  More and more i'm looking forward to leaving in September.  I know that i haven't been accepted yet to Calgary but i think i'm just going to leave neways at this point.  I could be starving and working at Starbucks somewhere or other, but i think i need a change of scenery.  As long as it's where God's leading me to, whether there's hurt or there's pain, i'm cool with what He has for me.  I maybe in tears but knowing that it's His will, i know i can.  I guess it's just sacrifice... serving others a'int fun all the time.  Your going to get burned sometimes.  But Christ had it worse... i guess with that in mind, i can't really complain.  Blessed be the name of the Lord. 

"..i can hear your voice now screaming out, 'son listen'
get on up, don't give up, though you struck opposition
time to buck all that stuff, find out what's your condition
like a pull in my soul, like keys in my ignition
call you all my commission, my love and my vision and…
it doesn't matter if they call me wrong
doesn't matter if they steal my song
doesn't matter if we're all alone
it doesn't matter at all
'cause i would take a bullet for you. " Bullet - Mat Kearney

3 Comments:

At 6/11/2006 8:33 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

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At 6/11/2006 9:03 PM , Blogger SilQ said...

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At 6/12/2006 12:35 PM , Blogger Calazula said...

Lol. Did you get spammed? Hey, didn't you have another post before this one?

Anyways, all of us have a tough times and eventually get through them. I'm sure you will too. Pray about it and seek God's will. Beware though, there are times when we get our own thoughts and desires confused with God's plan for us. Make sure you know which is which.

"I know that i haven't been accepted yet to Calgary but i think i'm just going to leave neways at this point." - Sounds like you're planning on running away from your problems...

Anyways, that's my 1/2 cent. I don't think I ever give my full 2 cents. :P

 

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