1.13.2006

so i sit here and i struggle.

what's permissible by God and what God's perfect will for my life should be.

i've made mistakes and not chosen Him in the past at the same time having the desire for what he wants best for me... (that's like a recipe for disaster).

i think i'm at a crossroads, where i need to be able to have the conviction to choose God first in my life. Even before what i want. This is why i struggle.

i know where i should be going. i know that doing my M.Div is where i should. why am i holding myself back. always holding back.

confused. :P

posted by SilQ @ 12:49 AM 0 Comments