"to all those lost souls who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love"

Ok... lets see... i really suck at maintaining a blog or writing in a blog...

Well lifes changed a lot... i'm just really confused about everything... its weird i kinda expect that no one is still checking this page. I actually forgot i even had it.

Uncertainty, it's an all consuming feeling if ya let it get to you. You really don't know what tommorow holds. You get to today and it's not where you thought you'd be yesterday. So, i'm going through this quarter life crisis i guess. All my friends are getting married and i'm getting the "so when are you next?" a lot. I don't even know what i wanna do with my life. I don't understand women... man what goes on in your heads?! maybe it's me. I guess i've never been really good at relationships... or something... i guess i think i give enough but in reality i don't, that's why i'm left, or left feeling like i didn't do enough, this time i thought i did...too bad.

The worlds so different... i feel so much more jaded and confused... i never thought i'd get like this. Things that used to matter don't and things i thought i knew well i don't know no more. I used to think that if you gave your love to someone, and i mean all of it... like you love someone with everything you got... you could do anything. Yah know? Love conquers all. It's not like that... Love isn't enough. It wasn't with Laeth... it wasn't with Bé. The first time i never with Laeth i never wanted to love anyone again... then i met Bé... now.. i don't know if i can love again. Right now.. i'm just drained. I have absolutely nothing in me. I just go abouts my days.. wanting to dream about tommorow...but still stuck in yesterday, what happened to today.

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Morpheus

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??

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